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tazthecat
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Registered: 06/12/2008

(Date Posted:07/01/2008 12:10 PM)

So have any of you ever attempted suicide?

I tried once when I was 18..My GF at the time cheated on me..I lost my job...My rabbit died...And my Dad had a heart attack..All in the same week.  Not a good point in my life.. Couple that with excessive drinking and well yeah..So I was in my basement, which was turned into my apartment..I grabbed a bike chain lock, wrapped it around a pipe in my ceiling, wrapped the other end around my neck, and jumped off the stairs..


Anticipating audience reaction..


Stupid pipe broke..Guess I wasn't destined to go out that way..

Never thought about it ever again..I was meant to grace this earth with my charisma..That and to save cats..

Seriously, if even a glimmer of thought of suicide is in your head, don't give in to it.

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kuiks
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Registered: 06/12/2008

RE:Attempts
(Date Posted:07/01/2008 12:52 PM)

 I have counted pills before, but i know deep down inside I could never go through with it. Someone in my last class said it best, having that option for some reason acts as a respite in life...a break, a way out that I could take but that I also know i never will...hmm don't know if that makes sense!

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Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror.

But you are eternity and you are the mirror.

Khalil Gibran
Mythical_Suicide
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RE:Attempts
(Date Posted:07/03/2008 13:30 PM)

 I've attempted twice. Not something I like to remember but those times were the lowest point in my life. I was on cocaine really heavy, doing ecstasy every weekend and I was just in a downward spiral and just couldn't take life anymore the first attempt I took 5 oxycontin's, 5 demerol, and slit my wrist  I remember taking he pills but I don't remember cutting my wrists. When I woke up I had a tube down my nose, 2 IV's in my arm with my arms tied down to the bed.. Worst feeling ever!

Unfortunately I tried again with the same pills just took more this time around 15-20 oxycontin's I lost count after the first few, a few more demerol and a couple other random pills that I don't even know what they were. I knew I wanted to die but just couldn't do everything in my power to do it. Once again I woke up in tied down to a hospital bed.

After that last attempt while I was still suicidal I turned to cutting my legs and arms and even more drugs. I really should have died, Thank god I didn't someone was really looking out for me.
kuiks
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RE:Attempts
(Date Posted:07/03/2008 18:31 PM)

 I am soo glad you are still here myth..thanks for sharing, that takes courage and strength!

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Registered: 08/19/2008

RE:Attempts
(Date Posted:08/19/2008 11:57 AM)

I've tried twice. Actually, three times. The first time I was in highschool. I took some pills and put a plastic bag over my head. Right as I was about to lose consciousness, I saw this bright white light and then changed my mind.

Second time was freshman year in college. I hated everything about my life, my roommates.. I had no friends, I was at a HUGE university (50,000 students)... I took a LOT of Ambien, drank a lot of liquor. My roommates weren't supposed to come home. They did and found me seizing on the floor and called 911.

Third and last time I was home from college. I left the university because of everything that went on. After the second attempt, no one really got me help so I was still spiraling downward. I tried again, this time with blood pressure medicine (someone once told me if I took enough it would work), painkillers and alcohol. My mom found me the next morning. I was hospitalized once again. This time, the hospital wouldn't release me unless I went to a psych hospital. I was there for 2 weeks and continued therapy afterwords.
kuiks
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From: Canada
Registered: 06/12/2008

RE:Attempts
(Date Posted:08/27/2008 01:14 AM)

 Wow Cairo i had no idea...can i ask what brought you out and how you handle it now?
I admire your courage to tell us your story...and you're amazing strength. I think you are an amazing person with such a bright personality.

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Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror.

But you are eternity and you are the mirror.

Khalil Gibran
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